A yarn shop visit should reward the knitter on every level: social, sensory, and a sense that a practical outcome is underway in the gathering of materials and tools. I usually relish yarn shop expeditions. But lately, although I’ve been knitting nearly every day, I find myself buying less yarn and spending more time on a project. I’m going through my stash before buying more yarn. A scarf that a few months ago would have taken me a couple of days to knit now satisfies my need to be “working on something” for a few weeks.
Our household has skimmed the tidal fluxes of the economy. Gas costs more than it did a year ago of course, and my husband commutes 80 miles a day. Due to some changes in our health insurance coverage, we have more out-of-pocket expenses for certain services. But looking around, we can feel grateful my husband has a job to commute to, we have health insurance, our neighborhood has had no foreclosures, and our life is largely unruffled by the economic turmoil roiling around some outer periphery known as “the news.”
So why am I stalling between yarn shop visits?
It isn’t that I have a fixed yarn budget; I never have. I have always been able to have whatever yarn I have wanted. My husband insists nothing has changed. But it’s as though the “what ifs” volume has somehow been turned up.
One of my neighbors has lost two jobs in a month. She just returned to the workforce when her husband became disabled, and was “last hired first fired” twice in a row because of business slowdowns. They have three kids and no health insurance. Fortunately, they also have a strong “onward” attitude.
But seeing them, and so many others like them or worse off in “the news,” I now find myself spending more time on a knitting project. I like picking it up and working on it in bits. Somehow I’m less eager to finish something, make the twelve-mile round trip (over half a gallon of gas), and spend money on yarn for something for which I have no real, urgent need.
I’m knitting, but I’m also reading a book I borrowed from the library instead of buying from Amazon. I could buy the yarn; I could buy the book. But the “what-if” tune simply seems more conducive to conserving than to spending right now. After all, what if…
So I decide value is at stake. Knitting remains affordable recreation; my modest craft is the production of perhaps not necessary, but desirable goods, like beautiful handknit merino socks. What I produce has value. And I see gifts as necessary, as well as desirable and enjoyable to make.
I live 10 minutes from two excellent yarn shops and 15 minutes from a third. One of the nearer ones has the best selection and the best prices. But I enjoy going to the other nearer one the most. I enjoy the ladies there, the feel of the place despite its tight space, and the sound of the place. Because of the closeness of the quarters, no one speaks too loudly. It’s in the part of town I most enjoy going to. It’s also the shop that offers the best advice, and there is never a trace of mercenary tone in its overall timbre.
My favorite is also the most expensive of the three, but we’re talking so few dollars, really. So it adds value for me to go there, even if I spend a bit more money. Value is complex: price is one element, and every element is important.
Limitation, real or imagined, calls us to discernment and offers the opportunity to make decisions. Once we decide what we can have, we can distill the prospects into what provides us with the greatest sense of overall value.
But still I wonder: is there a knitting slump in the air because of the downturn in the economy? Is it just my over-strong what-if? Or is it simply summer, and too hot to knit?












